Ex-boyfriend.. This is gonna be long! I need answers!?

Okay.. So my ex-boyfriend wrote me this today... %26amp; I feel really bad, because I dont feel the same way. I've told him this, trust me. %26amp; I have an amazing boyfriend now.. I just don't know what to do, I don't wanna hurt this guy, I really dont.








This is what he said..


I regret everything I said to you. Because I know you will not come back to me. Gaby I love you more then you will ever know. %26amp; I can't stop loving you. I am beyond sorry for being like this. You don't care, I know. I'm doing this to let you know I meant noting I said. What I do mean is I love you Gaby. I miss you. I need you.(we're done, I know.) You are my world %26amp; i flipped a ***** fit, like a little *****. I appologize. We have been through alot %26amp; its over. I am hurt bad, but its my own fault. Idk what to do now but be sad %26amp; cry. I always went to you, because you would help me. You've been here through everything, like Kaleigh. I appreciate you in my life. Your like one of my heroes, no matter what your here. I don't want it to end, but it will. I ****** up when we started dating again. If I would have been with you at lunch, who knows we might still be together. My loss, you are not a mistake, I just ugh. I can't loose you. Loosing someone you love hurts. I hope, %26amp; i pray that someday down the road we can talk again. When I messed up the first time, it took 4 months for you to talk to me. I have a feeling this is going to be loonger. But I never left Gaby. I realized what I lost, when I lost it %26amp; I was crushed. I will always love you. ALWAYS. I believe you love me. Maybe to make myself happy for a while. We were gonna have forever, and have a kid. I wanted to chill with Jeremy. But I messed up sooo bad. This huurts my heart aloot. You are that one girl in my life, no matter how big the fight, your still going to be here. This is our biggets fight. I hope its one of them that makes us stronger. But all I can do is hope. I appologize for all this crap. I really can't loose you. I don't want to loose you, I CAN'T. I L O V E you. Yes, love. I know what love is because of you Gaby. This isn't bull, all this is coming from my heart I promise you. I flipped out for no reason %26amp; I shouldn't have. You said this to me ';I love you now. %26amp; forever. Remember?'; I believe it still. Someone you love doesn't leave over something stupid. I could write how amazing, perfect, gorgeous, %26amp; great you are. But this is my appology. I am so so so sorry. If you leave I have no one to help me pass Spanish! :( We first met over Myspace and I aoutomatically knew it would be great. Just like you. Now we're in highschool %26amp; feelings change, I know its weird-er, but all well. I need you here. I need to have someone to vent to, especially times like this. Main thing I want you to know, is I meant absolutely nothing I said. I was being so dumb. Your perfect in everyway %26amp; I was so lucky to call you mine, but now it hurts alot. I REALLY hope you can be here for me after this, cus if not..imma flip out. I know you care Gaby. I believe it! I have to, to make myself feel better. (BTW you looked amazing today!) Your all I want %26amp; all I need. I am sooooory. I will learn Spanish for you(: I'm not giving up on you Gaby, not with the way you make me feel. You amaze me so much. So please Gaby forgive me. Forgive me for everything I ****** up on. Be here for me. I love you%26lt;3 so much %26amp; no matter what I swear I always will.











Jeremy's my little brother btw, he lives with my dad, but they talk on the phone and Xbox live all the time...Ex-boyfriend.. This is gonna be long! I need answers!?
wow girl this guy really likes you. this is a tough situation. hmm.. well he loves you and everything, but if you don't feel the same way then don't feel bad. i mean what's done is done. you have a boyfriend and you and your ex broke up for a reason. things happen for a reason. i think you should just let your ex know again that you don't love him like that, you only love him as a best friend [maybe? not sure cause i can't read your mind]. just say something like that. be nice to him and let him know that even though you guys won't be together just let him know that you are still there for him as a friend or something and let him know that you forgive him [only if you truly feel like forgiving him for whatever it was that he did]. i think after a while he will forget about this and end up finding another girl that will be good to him too.


i hope i helped. (:Ex-boyfriend.. This is gonna be long! I need answers!?
He keeps telling you he knows its over, so he knows its over. Just thank him for the apology and move on girl.
Move on he sounds a little like he's looking out for his best interests. If you don't u'll regret it in the future. That was just a taste of the future. That was the first red flag. Life is too sweet to say in the future, '; I would have just left then';.Your time, and life years are precious, and valuable.
';I could write how amazing, perfect, gorgeous, %26amp; great you are. But this is my appology. I am so so so sorry. If you leave I have no one to help me pass Spanish! :(';


LOL!


HAH!


that made me laugh


'i mean your just so amazing i don't know what i would do without you, but i do know i would definitely fail Spanish'


he sure sounds like he cares a lot...


But, in all honesty, this was sweet. He seems like a cool dude, especially because he wasn't afraid to show how he felt. The on problem is, he could be bull-shitting.


So, it's not up to me. I would probably be a sucker and go back to him, but that would cause a lot of ****. If you're happy with the current manfriend thaan you should stay with him. If you think you could be happier with Mr. Needs-Help-With-Spanish, than go back to him.